_cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-cc155d1bb5 Herrtis_3194-bb3b-cc158d58Herb358358Herb358358Herb35358 Herrtis_31905-3194-bb3b-cc158d58 Herbsd_31948 Ndine munthu wosavuta yemwe ndi wachifundo, wosamala, wokoma, komanso munthu wabwino kwambiri. Komabe, ulendo wanga wakhala wovuta kwambiri chifukwa ndili ndi autism. Komabe, ndi nkhani yaing'ono chabe. Autism yanga imatchedwa, "Asperger's Syndrome," yomwe anthu akhala akudziwa bwino za mtundu uwu wa autism kuyambira kumayambiriro kwa 2017.
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       I have also had the opportunity to go to the 2018 Special Olympics USA games ndi Team Missouri ngati wosambira. Zinali zosangalatsa komanso zotanganidwa kwambiri pamoyo wonse. Ndapeza abwenzi abwino, omwe ndimatha kuwatcha Team Missouri monga banja lonse. Ndakhala ndi anthu ambiri omwe amandithandiza, kundithandiza, ndikugwira ntchito nane pakukonzekera, zomwe zathandiza kuti izi zitheke. Ngakhale abale anga anapitadi kukandiwona ndikusambira, njira yonse kuchokera ku Missouri. Chidzakhala chochitika chomwe sindidzaiwala.
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       I will also be an inventor soon, as my uncle is helping me finance kutulukira kwanga. Ndalandira kale ndemanga zabwino ndikutsimikizira kuti zitha kusintha dziko lonse lapansi ndi mainjiniya odalirika omwe sangandisokoneze. (CHENJEZO: izi zayimitsidwa pakadali pano)
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    _cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-136bad5cf58d_ _cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-cc575d58bad-life a35d58bad-385d58bad-385d58bad-3881905-3194-bb3b-cc57d58bad9_life Sindinakhalepo lero pakanapanda agogo anga amene ananditenga ndili ndi zaka 5 n’kundilera. Osati zokhazo, koma ndimatha kukhala wodzikuza, wodzikuza, wokangana, komanso wokwiya nthawi zina chifukwa cha mtundu uwu wa autism. Komabe, si zokhazo zomwe ndiri nazo zomwe zapangitsa kuti zikhale zovuta monga momwe zakhalira. Ndili ndi OCD, ADHD, ADD, Learning Disorder, Attachment Disorder, Anger Management, ndi zina zomwe sindizikumbukira pano. Kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 5, zakhala zovuta kwambiri kukhala ndi chilichonse komanso aliyense.
 
    _cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-158 membala onsewo anali kale. Ine lero ndaphunzira kuti ndisakhumudwe kwambiri, ndaphunzira kuti ndisakhale OCD, Kumangirira osati mochuluka, Mkwiyo NDIBEBE nkhani. Koma mbali zina za izo ndasintha, zina ndidzakhala nazo moyo wanga wonse. Ndinaphunziranso kusintha monga Borg, sindikudziwa, penyani Star Trek. Kunena zoona, ndizovuta pamoyo weniweni watsiku ndi tsiku, koma ndikutsamira, ndikusintha, ndipo ndikuchita bwino. Kunena zoona, mulungu wakhala nane akunditsogolera kwa zaka zoposa 17 kuyambira 2023 ndipo zonse zomwe ndakhala ndi chisomo cha mulungu. Ndakhala ndi zinthu zabwino zomwe zikuchitika m'moyo wanga, inde, koma mbali zambiri, ndakhala ndikudalira mulungu kuti anditsogolere ngakhale ndili ndi vuto lalikulu m'moyo wanga. Ndikutanthauza kuti, kuyambira Juni 2022, ndinasamukira ku Columbia MO ndipo nditangosamuka ndakhumudwitsa kale anthu osati kwathu kokha komanso kutchalitchi. Mwachitsanzo, pofika mwezi wa February 2023, kutchalitchi kuli mtsikana amene ndinanena kuti ndinamukonda miyezi ingapo yapitayo muvidiyo yomwe inalunjika kwa otsatira mabuku anga osati kwa iye. Kodi ndidagawana naye, inde, ndipo zidamupangitsa kuti asamve bwino. Kunali kusasankha bwino mawu, heck inde. Kodi zingatheke tikakambirana, heck inde, koma kunena zoona, ndivuto mbali zathu zonse? Anati musamutumizirenso uthenga, ndipo ndidabwerera kumbuyo chifukwa chokumbukira Zowopsa pakati pa ine ndi wakale wanga, motero ndidasiya kulumikizana ONSE kulikonse. Kodi zovuta zomwezo zikanadzachitika chimodzimodzi monga zomwe zidachitika pakati pa ine ndi wakale wanga, zovuta ndizakuti, ayi, koma sindikanayika pachiwopsezo. Kwa iye ndi ena, mwina zikuwoneka ngati ndikungomupewa, koma sikungakhale kutali kwambiri ndi chowonadi. Adakhazikitsa malamulo oyambira ndipo mpira uli m'bwalo lake ngati akufuna kuyankhulanso, ndiye ndimayesetsa kutsatira zomwe akufuna. Kunena zowona, iye ayenera kuti ananena zimenezo kuti ine ndilankhule naye pamasom’pamaso, monga momwe abusa ndi anthu angapo anandinenera. Komabe, kutengera nthawi yoyipa KWAMBIRI m'moyo wanga, kuyesa kulikonse kofikira kumbali yanga kumandipatsa zikumbukiro zowopsa monga momwe zidachitikira maola apitawa, kotero sindingathe kuyika zinthu pachiwopsezo. Izi sizikutanthauza kuti sangathe kubwera kwa ine kudzalankhula nane, komabe, ndikulonjezani kuti kutero kungandivutitse kwambiri ndikukhala ndi zokumana nazo zoyipa zomwe zikubwerezedwa m'maganizo mwanga. Zingandiwopsyeze, inde, mosakayika. Komabe, iye ndi amene akanabwera kwa ine, choncho monga Mkhristu ndi udindo wanga kumangirira ndi kusalola zokumana nazo zimenezo kusakonza chilichonse chimene chingakonzedwe. Kunena zoona, sindiyembekeza kuti abwere kudzalankhula nane ndipo ngati atero, zidzachitika mwa chisomo cha mulungu mu nthawi ya Mulungu. Pamapeto pake, Mulungu akhoza kukonza zonse mu nthawi yake. Ichi ndi chimodzi mwazovuta zomwe ndikukumana nazo mu February 2023, koma ndikhulupilira kuti zikupatsirani chitsanzo cha zomwe ndimachita komanso chifukwa chomwe ndikuchitira. Komabe, kuyambira pomwe ndakhala ku Columbia kuyambira Juni 2022, ndili ndi anzanga ambiri kuposa omwe ndidakhala nawo. Ndinali ndi anzanga atatu panthawi yomwe ndinali kusukulu komanso mnzanga mmodzi pambuyo pake, kotero sindinakhalepo munthu wokhala ndi anzanga ambiri ndipo kuyambira pamene ndasamuka, pakhala zabwino zambiri zomwe, ndikukhulupirira, zinaperekedwa ndi chisomo cha mulungu, koma ndi zoipa zonse zomwe ndakhala nazo m'moyo wanga, ndimayesetsa kuti ndisakhale paubwenzi, kapena gulu, kapena chilichonse chomwe sichingakhale ndi anzanga chifukwa ndimaona ngati ndikungophethira molakwika, zonse zitha.
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       Furthermore, I have my OCD limited to organizing and cleaning, nothing else. Ndawongolera kwambiri kuwongolera kwanga pazizindikiro za ADD & ADHD yanga. Kulephera kwanga kuphunzira kulibe m'madera ena, ndipo m'madera ena ambiri sikulinso vuto. Kasamalidwe ka mkwiyo wanga, ndiroleni ndifotokoze motere, pamene ndinali wamng’ono, ndinkawononga zinthu ndikapsa mtima popanda kukayikira kulikonse. Tsopano ndikakwiya, nthawi zambiri ndimatha kudziletsa kuti ndisathyole kalikonse kapena kupsa mtima kwenikweni. Nthawi zambiri, ndimakhala ndi zomwe ndimakonda kuzitcha kuti milingo 10 yakukwiya ndisanachite misala. Vuto langa lokonda kulumikizidwa kulibenso. M’chenicheni, ndakulitsa malingaliro akuti, “Ngati sundikonda ine, ponda iwe,” amene anayambika chifukwa cha mkhalidwe umene unachitika kusukulu ya sekondale ndi ku sekondale. Ponena za ADD & ADHD yanga, ndimapezabe hyper, inde, koma osati mochuluka. Ngati nthawi yachedwa ndi banja likusewera masewera patchuthi, ndimakonda kumwa soda kuti ndichepetse nkhawa. Komabe, izi zimandipangitsa kuseka kwambiri kotero kuti pakati pausiku kapena pambuyo pake, ndimadwala, ngati mukumvetsa zomwe ndikutanthauza. Ndabwera kutali kuyambira masiku akusukulu. Ngati wina akuganiza kuti sindinatero, atha kutengera Andrew Eckman, yemwe sanakhulupirire kuti ndidasintha bwanji kuyambira pomwe adandiwona komaliza, komwe kunali kumaliza maphunziro a 2007.
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    _cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-cc5558d9 little_cf36d58 little_bbb8, 3194-bb3b-cc5558 little_mybb8, 3194-bb3b-136d58 little_bb8 Ndi autism, luso loyankhulana ndi vuto lenileni. Panopa, sindikukhulupirira kuti nkhaniyi ndidzatha ndipo ndidzakhala nayo mpaka tsiku limene ndidzamwalire, ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti sindidzafa mpaka ukalamba. Komabe, ngati ndikanati ndipite msanga kuposa ukalamba, ndikanafuna kufa pangozi yamoto, kotero kuti ndikhoza kutuluka ndi kuphulika, LOL. Monga momwe chiwonetsero cha TV "The Big Bang Theory" chimanenera m'mawu awo oyamba, "Zonse zidayamba ndi kuphulika kwakukulu." Kwa ine, ngati nditatuluka kale kuposa ukalamba, nayi ndemanga yanga, "Zonse zinatha ndi kuphulika kwakukulu," LMBO. Kwa iwo omwe sakudziwa, LMBO ndi "Seka matako anga".
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    _cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-cc55d58d-cd-385d5-cd-385d5-cd-385d5-cd-358d-31904-bb3b-cc158d58bad-3181905-5cde-3194-bb3b-cc55d5c5d6bad9 Ndimapanga keke ya Oreo yolemera kapena yolemera kuposa keke ya Chokoleti ya ku Germany. Kuphatikiza apo, ndimachitcha Keke Yoyera ya Chokoleti Yophatikiza Kawiri ya Coconut Oreo. Kupatula apo, ndimapanganso tanthawuzo lopangidwa kuchokera pachiwonetsero popanda Chinsinsi cha Chicken Bacon Cheese Quesadilla. Ndili ndi njira yopangira zokazinga za mbatata zomwe zimapangidwira kuchokera kumutu kwanga popanda chophika. Mutha kufunsa amalume anga a Carl ndi msuweni wanga Julia ndipo mutha kutsimikizira kuti panalibe njira yophikira.  Zomwe ndidachita zinali kuyang'ana mu kabati ya zonunkhira kwa mphindi 10, kusankha zosakaniza zingapo mwachisawawa ndikuziphatikiza pamodzi. ndi ntchito yongopeka 100%. Amalume anga anati anali odabwitsa kwambiri. Ndikadapanda kupeza digiri ya oyanjana nawo pakukonza makompyuta, ndikadakhala wophika.
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   _cc781905-5cde-3194-bb3b-138mndandanda wa buku la Icf-136bad Komabe, sindine wamkulu pachilankhulo ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi masamu, mutha kuyiwala, LMBO. Ine sindikuchita izo chifukwa cha kutchuka. Ndikupangira ine, kotero ndikhoza kunena, "Inde, ndachita izi." Ndimadana ndi anthu olemera komanso otchuka omwe amasanduka zidole zachabechabe ndipo amangoganizira za ndalama ndi tsitsi lawo osati munthu wamba. Sakhala okhulupirika kwa iwo eni chifukwa amalola kuti ndalama zawo ziwasinthe. N’chifukwa chake ndikhalabe wokhulupirika ku mfundo zanga ngati ndidzakhala wolemera komanso wotchuka, zivute zitani. Ndimadzikumbutsa tsiku lililonse kuti ndidadzipangira ndekha. Ndiziwona motere:
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       “When I started writing, I was not the best person with language luso, galimoto yapamwamba, ndalama, kapena china chilichonse chamtengo wapatali. Sindinaganizepo za kukhala wolemba "Wogulitsa Bwino Kwambiri". Ndikukhala moyo wanga, ndekha m’nyumba ya chipinda chimodzi, ntchito yaganyu yocheperako, ndikulipira ndalama zanga kwa anthu, koma ndidachita izi popanda thandizo la achibale, anzanga, kapena akuluakulu aboma ngati ogwira ntchito m’milandu. Thandizo lokha lomwe ndinali nalo linali loti buku langa loyamba lisinthidwe mwaukadaulo ndi mkonzi wodziyimira pawokha. Kuti ndiyambe ulendo wanga, ndinalemba chiwembu, nkhani, ndi chirichonse chokhudza bukhuli ndi mndandanda wake; Ndinalemba tsamba lonseli, zida, zophimba, ndi tsamba langa la Facebook la mndandanda wanga. Chirichonse chimene inu mukuchiwona chiri—chabwino, ine ndikuganiza inu mukhoza kunena kuti ndi chifanizo cha ine, popeza ine ndazichita izo zonse. Ngakhale nditakhala kuti sindingakhale wolemera komanso wotchuka pamasewerawa, ndimanena kuti ndinachita izi, ndipo ndimanyadira kuti ndakwaniritsa zomwe ndili nazo, makamaka poganizira zovuta zomwe ndakhala nazo. ”

       “I will continue to write because that is what I love, and Sindidzasiya kuyesa kukhala wolemba akatswiri (kuyambira pa Disembala 8, 2017-pano). Ngakhale pali zovuta zonse zomwe ndakhala nazo ndipo ndipitilizabe kukhala nazo. Ngati pamapeto pake ndakhala mabuku anga ndi mabuku anga okha, ndidzakhala wokondwa kukhala ine ndikukhalabe wokhulupirika kwa ine ndekha. "
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        That is something I will carry with me forever because it is something that Ndikuganiza kuti anthu ambiri amangolakalaka: kupeza chisangalalo popanda kusamala za ndalama kapena kutchuka. Anthu ena amafuna zonse, kapena chimodzi kapena chimzake. Ndikuti, ndani amachitira chipongwe? Wolemera, wotchuka, kapena ayi, ndidzakhala ine ndikukhala ine chifukwa sindimakonda kukhala munthu yemwe sindiri, ndipo m'malingaliro mwanga, kuyesera kukhala munthu yemwe simuli ndi kalasi A "chinyengo." Ndikudziwa; Ndakhala pansi panjira yoyesera kudzisintha ndekha kuti wina ayese kuti andikonde kuposa mnzanga. Kumeneko kunali kulakwitsa kwakukulu kumene ndapanga m’moyo wanga. Ndimanong'oneza bondo tsiku lililonse ndikusinkhasinkha zomwe zikanachitika ndikadapanda kupita njira imeneyo. Ndimasinkhasinkhabe mpaka pano apa ndi apo, koma sindikulola kuti zikhudze zomwe ndili nazo. Kuonjezera apo, ndakhala ndi maubwenzi anayi okha. Kuphatikiza apo, sindinamupeze wolondola ndipo ndikumudikirirabe. Sindikudziwa za inu, koma ndikukhulupirira njira tingachipeze powerenga. Ndikadakonda kukhala paubwenzi ndi munthu wina kuti ndigwirizane ndi munthu, osati kungopeza chibwenzi chopusa. Kuphatikiza apo, ndili ndi miyezo yapamwamba kwambiri kuti ndiganizirenso. Zonse zomwe zimayamba ndi kukhala mabwenzi poyamba, kuona ngati mulungu andipatsa ine, ndi mtsikana yemwe ndingakhale ndi chidwi ndi chibwenzi panthawiyo, madalitso ake kutero monga momwe zinthu zimachitikira mu nthawi ya mulungu osati nthawi yanga. Gawo lomvetsa chisoni ndiloti, sizingachitike, koma hop ikadalipo, ngakhale itakomoka panthawiyi, ndipo moona, ndikukhala bwino ndi izo, pakadali pano. Mpaka nditakumana naye, ndipitiliza kudzikonza ndekha ndikuyesera kukhala INE wabwino koposa momwe ndingathere chifukwa ndizomwe ndingathe kuchita.

__cc71905-5cde-3194-bb3b-130bad_ _imbod5cm58BD5cD5CL58D_amafuna kudziwa.Pofika pa February 18, 2018, sindine wosakwatiwa komanso wotsutsana kwambiri ndi chibwenzi pokhapokha ngati mulungu akuwona kuti ayi. Ine, sindikuyang'ana kapena kupita njira yanga kuti ndipeze imodzi. Ngati chibwenzi chikachitika, zimachitika mwa chisomo cha Mulungu osati zochepa. Nditamaliza kusweka mtima wanga wakale atakhala masabata a 2 ndikupanga handmade chithunzi chiwonetsero chazithunzi kanema wa Tsiku la Valentine chifukwa munalibe ndalama kugula chocolates wake ndi/kapena maluwa, ndipo iye amaswa mtima wanu 4 patatha masiku holide, simuli kwenikweni kuti chidwi chibwenzi. Ndipo ngati izi sizinali zovuta pa keke, ananditengera kukhoti pa zinthu zomwe zimasemphana ndi khalidwe langa komanso chinsinsi cha yemwe ine ndi banja ndi abwenzi amadziwa kuti si ine. Munjira zosawerengeka, ndimadana naye, sindidzanama, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti sichonchoy Monga Mkhristu, koma mwanjira zambiri, mofanana ndi zomwe zinachitika ku tchalitchi ndi mtsikanayu, zandichotsa ku vuto lomwe likhoza kulakwika kwambiri. Ndi kuthekera kwapamwamba kokwanira kuti kuchitikenso chimodzimodzi monga zomwe zidachitika pakati pa ine wakale ndi ine, ayi, osati pang'ono. Kodi kunali kugwedezeka kwa mawondo ndi msungwana waku tchalitchi kuti athetse kulumikizana konse, mwamtheradi, koma palibe zovuta zopitilira ndi zoneneza zomwe zimangobwera movutikira zomwe zimandichititsa manyazi chifukwa sindingathe kutero. konzani chifukwa ndi mwaukadaulo kusuntha kwake mwa chisomo cha Mulungu. Kaya tidzakhala mabwenzi pambuyo pake zili kwa Mulungu, ndingosangalala kuti ndidzakhala ndi chikwatu china pamapewa anga chomwe chathetsedwa.

__cc71905-5cde-3194-bb3b-130bad5cm58Ndikudzibweza ndekha kusukulu. Pali mgwirizano wabwino kwambiri pamabuku a 13 pa Humble Bundle okhudza Unreal Engine 5. Inde, mukuganiza kuti, ndikhala ndikudziphunzitsa ndekha momwe ndingapangire masewera a PC. Ndili ndi masewerawa omwe ndikufuna kupanga, ndi ntchito yayikulu ndipo ndikudziwa koyambira, koma ngakhale ndadziphunzitsa ndekha za Unreal Engine, ndimafunikira luso labwino kuti zitheke. Mwachidule, ndi masewera a Massive Multi player kuti abweretse mbali zonse za moyo pamasewera. Mwachitsanzo, ngati mukufuna kupanga chilengezo cha Ufulu ndikuwongolera bungwe lolamulira monga m'moyo weniweni, ndiye kuti mutha kukhala purezidenti mutatha zaka zambiri kuchokera pakuyamba ngati phanga / mkazi. Ndi masewera omwe amayenera kuuza moyo wa dziko lapansi pomwe akubweretsa pafupifupi mitundu yonse yamasewera kukhala masewera amodzi. M'munsi mwake kukanakhala kuyerekezera koma ndi zinthu monga Sim City mechanics, Farming Simulator mechanics, Flight Simulator mechanics, The Sims, komanso ngakhale dongosolo lamlengalenga monga EVE ndi Space Engineers omwe ali ndi makina ofufuza kuchokera ku Kerbal space program ndi kuthekera pangani ngalawa yanu ndi/kapena maziko ndendende momwe mukufunira, mpaka momwe makonde amayalidwa. Ngati mungaganizire, mutha kuzimanga, ndi ZINTHU ZINTHU ZINTHU zina zambiri chifukwa nzochuluka kwambiri kuti musawerenge ndi kunena. Ndi malo omwe mungakhale aliyense yemwe mukufuna kukhala komanso dziko lomwe mutha kusewera ndi anzanu, kapena nokha ndi dongosolo la AI lathunthu. Ngakhale poganizira kupanga mwanjira yotere, mutha kupeza ndalama ZOYENERA pakusewera masewerawa ngati masewera angapo kunja uko omwe ali ndi izi, monga Entropia Universe ndi ena angapo. Ngati ndondomeko yanga ikugwira ntchito momwe ndikufunira, idzasintha masewera onse a masewera monga momwe tikudziwira chifukwa idzakhala masewera omwe ali ndi ZAMBIRI mmenemo ndipo akhoza kuchita chilichonse chomwe mungafune kuchita kuti gulu latsopano liyenera kukhala. adapangidwa ZOKHALA kuti athe kulolera projekiti yayikuluyi.

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